Hrm, I was getting prepared for an exam more then likely, and writing papers. I was also getting ready to graduate from San Jacinto Community College with an Associate Degree in Social Studies.. I was ready for the fall like I am now, and stressed about issues, but meh, they either resolved themselves or I tried to work on them and if they didnt go then I didnt try, or did try to hard,lol. Other then that, I really only remember my school stuff.. Also, I had joined GAIA by then and "met" wodnerfull people!! Like Ladybear, and others!! :)

That even tho it is hard for me to let go of things i must, but also, to always know that even thought someone, or something may look perfect to the outside world, the inside maybe falling apart, or on drugs, or just as unperfect as you may think it is perfect. :)

I have high expectations from life, but is it life of me only, or of the people around me? The people around me make life sometimes beautiful and wonderful, and other times its crappy and dishonest. If it was just based upon me, and ignoring all the let-downers in my life I would have to say I expect nothing more then what I work hard for, and what I achieve. Nobody will ever give me anything for free, I wasnt born with a golden spoon in my mouth, and I wont kiss ass or suck up, or brown nose. It's not me, and that isnt how I roll. You dont like, well guess what, LEAVE. I have to live my life the way I want, because no single person on this entire earth will make me happy but ME. So, I expect from me, and my life many happy adventures, and to feel love within and for myself. It isnt selfish, its taking care of what matters most, me.
 I could go on and on about the people around me. I could go on and on about the car that I own that is always breaking down, but I survive, and get thru it. Do I forget the crappy and dishonest people? No, I remember their faces so I dont get the butt of the gun in my face again. Do I trust people still, yes, I am a LIBRA and it is my nature to think that all people are trustworthy and honest to an extent. Nobody is perfect, but please do not make promises to someone you cannot keep. It hurts the people around you who you are supposed to love and care for.
 Enough of my blabber, I could go on and on, and on...

I feel most free either riding on a motorcycle(crotch rocket) or snorkeling. Either one, parasailing was pretty good for me. As well!

(The picture is me in Malaysia snorkeling)

I havent figured that out yet! :) I hope where I end up is beautiful and brings new excitement and adventure! A job as well, but this is all after I graduate from UH. lol! God willing! :) 

This probably has an answer of many, in my humble opinion, as most would say, beauty is in the eye of the beholder, and I do believe I can create something beautiful just by looking. It may be a cold cloudy outside, but there is still a beautiful tree with no leaves, representing the cold cloudy day. And that tree is the beauty of the picture I see.. :)

They would have to know what hurt, pain and sadness is. They would also have to have lots of ambition and drive because they want to be so successful in their life. They would also want to play tennis once a week, and like cats, and want to recycle when they can, and find that little things or simple things can make ME happy. Thats what they would have have to do.

I express my emoitions not a lot, but sometimes a lot.lol.. When I am angry I cry. Its like i am so angry but if i do not let it out i would hurt someone, and my letting it out is crying. When I read things I have posted about my mom then I cry, and when I miss her I cry, but I guess i dont let it get to me, like 'wear my heart on my sleeve'. I used to be that way, but I was young and coping with a lot of changes in my life, and now I think its ok. I think when im a little peeved I show it, but i think everyone does in that respect, like a ' i dont want to talk cause i have a lot on my mind'- look. lol.

Well hello everyone, I am supposed to be studying, but i have some things on my mind, and you cant sudy with stuff crowding the brain cells right?? Well im frustrated with friends. I have said many times that I have classes at night to a few people, but they seem to forget. If they are good friends wouldnt they rememeber? I remember a lot of things for my friends.. maybe i should forget? I know an eye for eye doesnt always work. *sigh* i dont know what to do. I just cant help them when im barely helping myself, why dont they get that? Why dont they get that I AM BUSY in my own life.. yes i want to hear their problems, but not everyday, esp if i feel its something that isnt as challenging as they are making it? I dont know. Ok well i dont want to seem like a selfish beach. I feel like i am walked upon sometimes, and that is my nature, due to me being a libra, but BUT i can put my foot down 92% of the time,lol.  *shrugs* ok i guess im done.
Oh, I hope everyone is doing well! Hi e-mommy!
Love,
K